CONSUME ME

CONSUME ME:  

 I flirted with the idea of love again,

 and you caught my desire in your hands and as I laid back into what I thought would not be,

you brought my fears to a close and made love to me so softly and so perfectly,

maybe it was the sweat dripping into me,

the wonderful way you kissed me

or the lovingness of your embrace but I fell right there and I don’t wanna be caught, you see,

you couldn’t see me as I was, standing there between good and evil wanting to choose power for me

and watching it walk off down a corridor named fate and you seemed to be at the end of it and took it walking back to me and placing it in my hands surely,

 my legs shook now where my peak could not take me

and I heard myself screaming for that touch, why would you touch me, me,

I’m not what you expected me to be

and this isn’t the hour for this kinda thing like in a house, a planted tree,

 but it cut me like a sword and instead of closing my arms, I let it cover me,

you don’t know but I hate to be consumed and you are taking ova me,

trust is not an area I often lay in, yet here I am looking into your eyes sure that you will really be there for me,

with me, people usually leave me on the face of my heart’s torn open valves bleeding,

having been taking in by kindness and cast away and down and far from my mark with their jealousy

and self-pity,

on my back weighing down upon my legs weakening my joy, an aching pain in constant seethe,

reaching out to hold the hand of God feeling the strength of your arms around me,

my mind is in a denial struck into me like lightning,

it’s like I wait for you to hate me

 just like the others yet I beg God to let me just have this one thing, just this time,

could I please have this time to breathe, 

God please,

not another noose, hook and door post to hang me!

I’m past knees and I cannot lay any lower,

I’m remembering the way you promised me,

the way life screamed lies into the face of me,

here I am dancing with you between my dreams and poverty,

 I am terrified and excited about tomorrow standing before me,

I even look forward to you in it, not just you or I but we.

LOVELY & DELICIOUSLY

LOVELY AND DELICIOUSLY

Lay me back into your solitude in the quietness of sexy

Rip my celibacy from me the voice of his so powerfully

He’s been inside of me, not forcefully or easily but… perfectly

Tempt my addiction subtly

And pull on me and spin me around into your royalty with accuracy with me

Kiss me, his touch one with me exactly and harmonically

Like an assassination, rape me of my sanity

Like musically, with your verbally and physically in the quietness of your manly beauty

Touch me with your masculinity, never before me but with me

And you strengthened me

Beckoned me to stand alone in obscurity

Only to reveal that you were in love with my peculiarity

That your mind danced with me

And your words made love to me

Absent of the body but meant so much to me, more to me

Kiss me, your hair across my body

And dance me past the visuality of my lovely and every cruelty

I was sitting in that chair quietly being Pretty on top of Luvy and Storms didn’t know me

Chocolatey of he to come and press upon me his ability, prowess, gorguosity, mentality, engrossed in maturity and absent of scandalous credulity and misery

Know me, and you yourself will know the truth behind the mirror of fallacy, ugly & purity purely

And you seem to see me

Naked………..and covered in all that is you truly

Not ashamed but blessed to be seen by thee

Tears dropping to seas of joy and great measures of truly being freely

Absorbed into life and positivity

You are the glass of mine and tonight I drink you worthily

For I am a queen justifiably

You are mine, and I love you deliciously…………

CHOCOLATE SUBMISSION

CHOCOLATE SUBMISSION

You see I was sweet glistening and sticky
when he began to lick me and
suddenly his lips resembled candy
and I had tongue envy..
invade my cavity..
the straw of his so tasty,
his face, my seat
reveal the seal breaking of an addictive heat,
my being slowly,
smoothly like the taste of honey,
melting dripping and magnifying
my desire of his soulful feeling,
from my breast drizzle up,
like an an over flown cup,
beckoning the reception of his compassion...
better than a mental satisfaction.......
and then he took me.........
can feel every vein of his dick as he is looking into my eyes,
stroking it so slowly,
almost teasing me,
pushing me to the edge tryin to claim this juicy prize
then he leans in sucking on my nipple,
while working that chocolate straw hehehe my cervix felt a tickle
between my legs…. my eyes rolling back
He’s on top…. Deeper deeper… daddy I promise not to hold back
but it’s like I can’t let them go too far, gotta see that look in his eyes
as my legs shake and he whispers in my ear, cum for me, I let go and give him his prize
Shake the foundations of every subliminal message, there was a fight in me that kept me in his arms,
Its never over, its always just beginning, just getting alittle deeper into war, he’s my dealer at ams,
Curiosity steady killing my kat
Swell me up and tear me open I promise to beg for more and more of that
I never enjoyed a man in my mouth the way I devoured him repeatedly
I wanna massage his dick with my throat romantically
Oral of a fixation developing like a need to eat and sleep
Like water overflowing this kettle that was only meant to steep

HONEY ON PAPER…….

 

Strolling down a beach in Aruba on a bright summers day is beautiful, but just won’t do

But baby your smile, your touch your kiss is sweeter than morning dew

Warm and fuzzy even a roasting fire really is not enough but baby your cinnamony delicious skin on mine is enough to throw out the label on my back entitled tougher than tough

This is smooth like silk and a seamstress’ taper baby I can’t express with my mouth the way you got me spitting honey on paper

You and me were meant to be like the exact words in the perfect key

Just like the beautiful harmonic sound of a flute

With you and me baby, there’s really no substitute

My past & my pains can be hard to bear, but baby the way you love me incinerates that ugly word despair

This is smooth like silk & a seamstress’ taper, baby I can’t express with my mouth the way you got me spitting honey on paper

My beginning would seem low and anyone looking would despise but baby every time I look at you, I can’t believe that God let me win first prize

There’s a great path set before us & so many people are hating our greatness

Baby the way you believed in me past myself leaves em all standing outside broke and seat less

This is smooth like silk & a seamstress’ taper, baby I can’t express with my mouth the way you got me spitting honey on paper

This is that God constructed conclusion of love without illusion and you are that king with wisdom and great answers to the hidden girl in me covered in abuse that has plagued me like cancer

The chemistry we have here together is enough to cause riot,

So great the way that I hear your voice and it’s so hard for me to keep quiet

This is smooth like silk & a seamstress’ taper, baby I can’t express with my mouth the way you got me spitting honey on paper